I'll never be tall. I'm five foot nothing.
I'll never be nice. I'm a snarky, judgmental, beastie most of the time.
I'll never be barbie. Is there a mean, nasty, dark barbie? There should be.
I'll always be strong. I'm not one of those willowy short people. I'm round even when thin. I'd be a round anorexic.
I'll always have those tattoos... because .... they are TATTOOS. And I plan more. Oh yes. More.
But there is a desperate part of me that wants to be tall with a boyish figure without scars and markings. Able to wear yoga pants and walk through the Mall tall and proud into any store. I wish sometimes I was softer. softer. softer.
AND THEN..... not so much.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
See that pretty girl in the mirror there....
Posted by Unknown at 11:07 AM
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7 screams:
Can I say something cliche like Totally Awesome? Yahoo! Totally Awesome!
Nevine
Nevine: Ummmmmmm I have to say you ROCK! That was the best compliment in so many ways. we get lost sometimes, don't we? In the beauty of the words.... ? Sometimes it's best just to, well, say it as it is. THANK YOU.
You talk tall. Who wants mushy anyway?
Bravo my dear! Even being tall with a boyish figure doesn't always feel like enough. It's always something.
I like it that you didn't apologize for anything, just said what ifs! Be your own self, yes.
Secretia
Great..
Up !!!
I LUV short snarky judgmental people who can't wear yoga pants (and I want to see your tattoos!)
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